Journal. 37 Insecurity
Dear God, Thank you for giving me chance to feel this circumstance, again. I remember when i asked you to face the condition like other entrepreneur felt, so here you are giving me what i requested. Now, i know how hard it is. I am feeling insecure by now. I want to admit everything in this article. I don’t want pretend to be superpower like many entrepreneur profile in Instagram. Because, i am not in that position recently. In fact, i just want to share you god that i am scare, that i am in anxiety condition currently, i am afraid of anything. The reason i wrote this article is hopefully this article can be my warn for Diogi in the future, and maybe it can be my joke to laugh at my self in the future. So, here i go, i am trying to write the letter for my self for next 5 or 10 year later. Dear Diogi in the future, How are you? What are you doing now? I guess you are sitting at your office surrounding with your great team as rangers in entjou. Have you do briefing with your talented team? What is your interesting case taht you have to solve today? Diogi, i just want to tell you that please be grateful for what you have and what you achieve today. Please, give thanks to our Allah for everything that HE give to us and don't forget to be more generous than yesterday, and spread the love for you great family, your partner at entjou and your UMKM client, because when i am writing this article for you, you are in really insecure condition. I don't want to bother you anyway, i just want you to know that i am scare now. It is been happens since 4 days ago. I am thinking about money because my money in my ATM is going to run out. Actually is not in that emergency because that money is enough to survive for next month. I also run English course that join with Amir from Lantern house, i will get more money to add my saldo in my bank account. Then? Why do i scare? What i am afraid of? Hahaha, it is funny. ------- I can't continue this latter due to emotional and temporary reason. i am still confuse about my self.
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I am Indonesian. My name is Diogi. So interest with business and entrepreneurship. I am creating Social Business to find the best method to teach entrepreneurship and help people to meet their potential for facing future. Like traveling and writing. Archives
July 2021
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