Dear God,
I have just finished my home tasks to look after my mom, washed the clothes, mobbing floor, rubbing my mom as showering alternative, prepared her meals, give daily pills, take her pee, etc. sometime, I have just got bored, really. Especially, when my mom acts like we do nothing for her, or she speaks loudly on me, I will suddenly get exhausted. I will think like where are the other people, why should I in this position? My face will turn into bad mood mode. I will quite for a while and control my own emotion. This situation may need about 1 hour. God, I am sorry for this. I do really sorry for such occasions. I know that what I gave is still not equal with what she has been given to me yet I just need to time to learn. I will be better version of this emotion handler. I will fight..! God, Thank you giving me another special vision. I talked to Dina and Afris when they were in Jakarta visit my mom. I found that many people are still not sure with their life yet. That conversation found me in the fact that, even Afris, one of my best friends who I adore when we was in the same rent home in the college time is still not sure with his potential and where should he go. When we were talking each other, it seems I and Dina talk in our own topic and look so enthusiast with what we was discussing about. That topic put Afris in edge of the conversation, much more listening both of us talking about up-coming project and our each discovery info in Jakarta. Okay, there is nothing wrong with my best friend I guess, it is only us who are moving forward about this sort topic of finding potential and individual life mission. The miserable thing is this miserable issue is not only belongs to Afris, it occurs to mostly human being. Talk about finding self-mission, passion and individual potential are taboo things in Indonesian society. Most of people is still not realized yet how important this topic to be discussed and founded. Actually I knew already longtime ago since KE was established about myriad people who trapped in their business life mission yet I cannot recall if I aware that everyone not only business man or entrepreneur who trapped in their life mission. Nowadays, when I recognize my friend (who I think has great vision of their future) are still suffer with their potential. They are still wondering and doubtful with their life stage. Even, I found few of my friends who curious with thousands books could not make a bold of his/her passion yet. In this situation, I am sure that we could do something with this. I am talking about Kelas Entrepreneur for Everyone. It is public class for everyone who needs to find their potential. It is not really complicated things though. Remember about Ikigai concept, or even BMC or Pitch Deck is suitable enough to solve this problem in early stage. The method of 10 lists of hobbies that can be turn into perspective passion that we implement in Kelas Entrepreneur also could support this concept. To reinforce this concept, EnJou (entrepreneur Journal) will be the perfect tools to trace their movement. In my head, there are cool concepts to help many people. They will try to find their perspective passion, test it, trains their self like an entrepreneur does. Then what is our role? We will act as KaSha, as their friend who will listen to their dream, tracing their progress and correcting their strategy. It work, it can help millions of people. So here you go, I will give your sorts of question to trace are your one of them who need to find your potential? Are you quite confused when people ask you about your 10 hobbies? Are you studying in a major that you think not fit to you? Do you like to create masterpiece but you don’t know how to start? Do you like to do impactful project but do you not sure which field that you should in? Are you the one who would start a business but not sure with the product? What is your potential? Do you know your exactly passion? What is your great skill? What will you do in the next 5 and 10 years? Have you set up your big dream? Do you ever talk about a big dream? Do you feel envy with your friend’s feat? You like to create your own achievement, but you have no idea with way to start? Do you have a buddies to brainstorm about you excited dream? Do you think that you have no skill? Do you think that you don’t know your grit? Or do you think that you are ordinary dream who has ambition to change your life? Are you bored with your works? Are you quite confused with your next carrier step? If you say “yes” in one of that question, you need to meet us. You are the one that we want to talk to. We are ready to be your best buddies and your counterpart to create your passionate dream. God, let us be expert of this field, give us chance to help as many people as we can. Please give us bless and mercy to meet everyone who need to know their potential. God, thank you. Jakarta, Kota Bambu Selatan. Wed, Nov 28th, 2018
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Dear God,
We have been through 3 critical days post chemotherapy of my mom. Wow, this third stage more challenging, my mom could not eat at all, too sick. When I give her 2 spoon of meal, she vomited about 1 plate. Then, we found her pup full with blood two last couple days. We have to send her to emergency room due of that bleeding. I was quite mess by that situation. Lucky me, again I can see your way to lead us to do the right things. After went to the emergency room, having Injection to stop the bleeding, my mom get well again. This morning, my mom feels lovely. Her body got stronger, able to eat the breakfast and the pup is getting normal eventually. It is such a good circumstance to pass to. Alhamdulilah. God, As you show me the way to create better world through entrepreneurship, I do really excited now. I am thinking about bigger mission to disrupt education system through entrepreneurship. Instead looking for collecting opportunity to get rich, I have vision clearly to find the best education to produce golden generation. I am talking about the whole system of conventional teaching-school process and replace it with the future education system. This education system will find out the specialty of every student, put in the great integrated education process to show their potential and build their own bright future. Let’s we start. It will start in the kindergarten level. There will be teachers who have pedagogy insight also expert with psychology stuff of the children. This is the early stage of finding student potential. There will be 1001 kind of games that toddler can try. The games will test their like and dislike. They will not teach the way to read or count. They will fully play. The atmosphere must be playful. But, every day, every kind of games, there must be report of kid improvement. The technology will help them to check their interest, there are myriad videos and movies that they can watch at school as well. The improvement report will sent to their parent every single day digitally. So, the parents just need to open their account and see how fast the children grow. Once the children exhibit their interest, more related and specific games tools will be provided till the teacher and the parent quite sure what theirs kid interest. The student will graduated with list of their like and dislike, also with their perspective specialty report. Come to the elementary school, they are growing faster. There will be no class consists of tens student and one teacher. There will be no huge subject that they should pass and get good score in school. They will enroll to the school with their document already submitted by their previous kindergarten. The school already has list of their like, dislike and their perspective specialty. The curriculum and daily subject will be focused based on their perspective specialty. There will be no teacher to teach them, the teacher will become a mentor for them. Again, the teacher will have good psychology insight and pedagogy skill as well. In everyday, the student will play with their mission. There will be giant screen where they will find the direction to accomplish their daily task. This task is more like a game which direct them to test their perspective specialty. The student may complete the task in a group but different of measurement and goals. There will be no same subject for everyone, the only compulsory subject are basic of math, writing, reading, religion tenet, social, basic entrepreneurship. Mostly all of subject include in their daily task/a game to make the student understand. The task will be improve day by day based on their perspective specialty, like and dislike list. The student will learn the way to find their passion. The task completion standard will depend on the grade. The school will have huge and vary kind of laboratory. The daily report also will be post to kids report and will be shown by kid’s parent. The school will be full of fun, joy, full of insight and care. When they come to five or six grade, they will treat like to do serious project not a task any more, to prepare them to find their passion. Their specialty improvement will be checked and tested day by day. After 6 years checked their specialty, the student will be graduated with their specialty certificate, perspective passion and their perspective profession. In the junior high school, there will 1001 subject that they can choose to increase their passion. They can learn as many as they want. The system is still the same. There are full of technology to support the learning system. The learning process also will be provided with plenty videos by the expert in the class. The teacher will guide them to discuss the videos that fit and the project that can they practice in laboratory. The laboratory will be full of high tech equipment and all material needed. They can create one by one project based on their perspective passion. They will read more serious e-book and all learning process will be teach by entrepreneurship approach, like completing a task in elementary school but by this stage they should completing the project, there is individual and team project that they must be completed. In the last grade of junior high school, they have to choose only 1-3 subject options of their perspective field based on their passion. They will have access to 24 hours laboratory and they will have special psychology and health adviser to support their activities during make their project and masterpiece. Once they graduate, they will have 1 major to choose to continue in senior high school and they have already their certificate of passion. In the senior high school, the school will be defined based on the field. If the student passion in medical, they will choose school of medical. There will be more specific school such as school of farming, school of animal, school of fashion, school of art, school of engineering, etc. The system of the school is still the same like in previous stage of education. The laboratory will be more complete equipment and super high tech tools. The digital and daily report will post in the student account. The student will choose international competition or project that they will involve to. They will do fun and also serious research or creating their own business. They will learn deeply and pursing more books based on their passion. Mostly, this stage is like in university but move to early moment of human being education. But, there will be no boring class, the class will be a brainstorming space where the debate, collaborate, and collecting an advice among student or between the teacher. In the second or third grade they will choose their dream and passion. If they choose to become entrepreneur with their passion, so they will meet with many business mentors in second and third grade but once they choose to be professional they will have forum with senior in their professional field. They can run a business and their serious research start form second grade, as fast as their confidence with their passion. They will graduate with certificate of dream and perspective profession. In the university, it will be divided into two stages, two first years and two last years. In the two first years, there are more additional subjects for student who feel not confidence enough with their insight. The subject is super really advanced and specify. In the last two years the student will focus on internship learning system. They could choose one company/office or whom entrepreneur that they will work to. They have to learn on detail in these two years. After that they will graduate with the title bachelor degree. In general, the education system will be focus on the student interest, based on their passion, to chase their expertise in the special field and in the process to those, they will implement the way entrepreneur to build their company. It will train their endurance, emotion, spiritual, leadership, grit etc. Then, the education should bring them and prepare to reality life. On the other hand, the student will use and train their imagination. This is the education process with entrepreneurship approach. God, this is my vision of future education system. I need tens of years to realize this dream. I am ready. Please help me to meet with expert and the right much more counterparts. God, I am ready. I do really ready. Let’s create better world through this entrepreneurial education system….! Dear God,
I feel that alarm on again. I know there is something wrong with me or there is something wrong on the way I behave certainly. I just feel uncomfortable with this occasion but I think I know how to fix it up. Please, guide me back. Astagfirullah. God. Thank you for let me read some great book lately. I have great conception about a program that could be implemented for a kid. I called Kelas Entrepreneur for Kids. Actually, this idea came up about two couple years ago. It was blurring, I just believed it was important, but I don’t clearly understand how important it is. God, I bet that I am kind of great person (internationalized standard) in my current age if I knew about my passion since I was kids. I am late, I know. There is no one to blame but system that not emerged yet. I wish I could my passion much earlier than this. I have to chase the lateness. I believe I could overcome this matter. So, the fact is mostly of Indonesian or even kids in this universe consume the wrong education system. The kids should not be exhibited and consumed multi subject based on score goals only. I bet it right, the kids in arrange of 6 to 12 years old must be done with their self-first. They should not force to understand and be clever in all kind of subject, but they have to find their self and their strength in that age before they choose what major or specification that must they took in the next level education. So here you go, I am trying to arrange the compulsory step that must they through during 6-12 age in Kelas Entrepreneur. Firstly, their common in daily life must be checked. This step aims to find as much as probability to understand this kid specialty. Secondly, every kids should not be grouped. They have to stand by their each specialty. It is really related to what they like and what they dislike. All of this activity in this program must be set up by their own specialty. As vary as it can be, we should cover all. Thirdly, they should find their domains expert. After doing such like or dislike activity, they have to train to find their domain expert. It based on their capacity and age. Fourthly, we will train them with value creation concept where they have to create their masterpiece. This stage is one of very significant, because once they recognized their ability to create great creation; they will have confidence and more power to create another greater masterpiece forward. Fifthly, books must be introduced to them. It is such as for really beginning like a tale story book till encyclopedia or even more serious one like a manual book for engineer or shake spears. They must be pushed to love books because I do really believe if we can fit them with the books that they like, they will be bookworm automatically. I bet it. In additional touch, they must be teaching about the business concept, the way to make a business by their masterpiece creation, the function of money and the entire secret and taboo concept of price. They have to understand that money is not priority, money is not all things that they want in their adults moment, but they have to control and have to able generate money by their passion. Furthermore, disciplinary and hard works concept must become a “soul” of this program. They have to understand the way to manage time, the goodness of being a hard worker and the ability that will gained if they do it so. I would like to put this manner and value as their behavior. The aspect that should be think clearly also is all kids must be able to use their imagination. The imaginary activity will be inevitable part of this program. Kids should come and develop their imagination, as much as they can. Due to become successful person who could solve the problem or even make a great real product for a business, they should have ability to uses their creative imagination. Once the program nearly finish (maybe could take 6 months, 1 years or event more for a program), we will show them our opinion about their passion than we will show them several activity that they can continue out of this program that closes to their passion. We will show them some of possibility that they can choose as their profession, again based on their passion. Finally, we will also show them the possibility to be a businessman in their future with their great and possible product that they can create. We will predict what kind of future product that they can create based on their interest and ability (read: passion). It will become a certificate for them, the prediction will written in the paper and they will receive it as their imagination guide buddies. Okay well, I just believe this is can be implemented. For the first stage I have to recruit people who really know about kids pedagogy and experience teacher. I know some of them, I have to discuss first. Then we will create this program for the extra class that they elementary student can get after school. Then in the future, I will create this in formal education to disrupt old education in this world. It can be realized. And I will make it real…! Room 810, 8th floor National Cancer Hospital. Jakarta, Indonesia. PSI: Dear God, this is the 3rd chemotherapy for my Ibuk. Thank you for being here. Hopefully this step will kill all cancer cells in her abdomen, amin. Love you buk. Dear God,
Mbak Riri is getting married today. I am not there. It was my promise to accompany her perspective husband when they have their married vow. I wish I was there. I do really remember, on September 14th, 2015. I was sitting in my new desk of my new office as fresh graduate who having fresh job in Hotel Santika Bengkulu. I have received as a sales executive. I have a partner, but she was not there, she was going out to do her job to meet clients outside. Then in the afternoon, a girl with a black suit (with many hand bag contents hotel brochures and bring “OPAK”) suddenly came to the office, shake my hand and introduced herself, “Riri”. She started to mention to everyone that she is my sister. The relation had been made as family. I have a new sister that never born by my mom tummy. To be honest, I need about 3-6 month or even a year to know her very well. She could not get sweat, she put many water inside her mouth after she eats spicy meals, miss of 1000s perfect plan and reason, the son of her sibling, super care with her best best best friend and family, having 8 and more significant requirements to seek perfect man for her perspective husband, can eat 2 or 3 kind of meals in the same time completed with statement “I feel not full yet”, the one with doctor perspective and medicine enthusiast, the daughter who never went to waterfall, never swim in the beach or event swim in the swimming pool, the girls who could many good meals, the one who never stop, the one who never really care with the drama, and the one who always make perfect plan for me. She is getting married today and I am not there. God, I do really worry when she came up with tears, when her strong heart got broken. Not because other people hurt her, but when she feels guilt by hurting other people heart. She does really good and sensitive woman. At that time, I think I never give properly advice because I know nothing about how her feeling by facing her problem, I was giving “kids pretend to be adult” reason, but she try to hear me like I am a wise man. Mbk Riri is getting married this noon and I could not be there. She said to me that she will get married since the end of 2015. I think she will have her dream in 2016, but day turn into week, week turned into month and month turns into year, I just recognized that she was still having many complex measurements to do. He need perfect husband for her perspective kids. It takes time. I said to her “I think is hard to be her perspective husband due to many requirement that must be fulfilled”. She said that “He will have very smart and beautiful and also “PURE” woman, the one who get me will be so lucky. And remember I make cook well”. By that day, I called her Mbk Riri “Perfectresepsionist”. Dear God, I do believe your all Mighty who set up all lines in life. You are the one connect the dots. You are the only One who has awesome answer of every decision. I bit shocked when she said that she found matched man to be her husband. I am asking about the requirement and fantastically she said she forgot all her requirements. She just feels, this man is match for her and her perspective kids. She just knew him in the beginning of this year and all is going till today. His name is Mas Audy, indigenous man from Solo, Java island. I was pretending what is his perfection that Mbak Riri found. After I met her about 2 couple months ago, I just knew that he is right person for her. On first week of May 2018, I started to support Mas Audy to be real husband of her. Dear god, Please give apologize to my Mbak riri. She is one of my real supporters till now. She gives me many opportunities to decide. She is one of my alarm who describe risk and opportunity when I am about to decide something big. She brings me to her family and ate many lunches. She puts me in her family like we had been met since tens year ago. She asked and arranged the wedding since the beginning of this years. She has been practiced sing a wedding song “From this moment” since month ago (based on her confession to me, but I bet it is started earlier maybe two months ago), she is dreaming about today since her child. God, please help me to realize this wish: "I hope Mbak Riri found her excitement and completed all this sacral moment perfectly. Please send tons of happiness, thousands of believes and a grasp of lucky to her and all happy people surround her. Please make her care to me remain the same even she has mas Audy as her husband. And please send my sorry to her because I cannot be in there when she is getting her vow as a wife, I need to look after my mom” God, I am doing okay. I fell so happy while my sad tears come out when I am writing this. I just think that I need to be there but I can’t. I do believe you will send my wishes to her. God, please make Mas Audy always become a perfect man for her, for her mind, heart, soul and future. Jakarta, 09 Nov 2018. Mbk Riri is getting married while I am typing. And I am not there. Dear God,
Good evening… I am come up with the idea, I called master class. The term of master class, it has been informed by Cer. He is thinking about how we could run a class that teach entrepreneurship but for the commercial one. He offered an idea to make one shoot class that teach technical, may we could like an one day workshop. It based on technical skill that entrepreneur must have. I am thinking differently, I am not talking about the project of Master class. I am thinking to create master class as our soul, as our signature in each class. I am talking about making a system. I forgot one thing that really matter. I am living in Kelas Entrepreneur to create the great experience classes for perspective entrepreneur. But, till now, it is still not happen yet. Some of the class may give us good memory and experience, but I want it all in my class. I should remember also, Kelas Entrepreneur should be the role model and fulfill the missing piece of conventional educational class. But, I am not moving in that goals yet. It seem, instead focus on kelas experience, I am doing playing with all business opportunity. I am losing one of essential of this movement. Here I go, I am trying to record all ideas that written in my EnJou. I bet I know what I don’t like from conventional class. It is too dictated, too text book, and kind of boring class. We get procedural class only. Mostly, teacher come with no mission “to empower student”, their mission is only to spend their teaching time and complete their curriculum duty. Do we change after that class becomes better person? Allahualam. I would like to make a master class, a class that can change people life. Once they come and enter the class, they will feel full of experience. They will be much better than before. They will inspired, motivated, empowered, listened, and doing crazy action related with the theory. They change their own self through the class, improving by their own desire. Then after class, they will be an addicted person who enthusiast to study entrepreneurship. In that class there are four major action that we have to put as our signature. First, we should give ans arrange that surprise for all student. The surprises will be set as an action to them to implement the theory. I am thinking about real action where the experience of feel something with emotion and touch the people directly, an action with a mission to complete the class. Second, we should bring motivational speech from KasHa and all media and tools that we use. The words that will use, the video, the quotes or even the speech and experience story that will share must be motivational. Whereas, I don’t really like the way motivator did. I just like to share the motivational story that has sincerity within that story. The target is all students must have a new and update motivation after class finish. Third, they must be inspired by the class, okay by the class not by KaSha. Inspired by what should they done, inspired with what other people did and also inspired with whole experience that they receive in a class. Fourth, they must be sharing concept. It may be like a brainstorming, give comment and advice each other. The atmosphere of sharing must be build where everyone can talk whatever they want and share freely. For the rule of the class, it must be strict with discipline, perfect of transforming the material (event 10-15 minute only, KasHa should know much more about what they teach), there must be re-try process where all student give to complete hard task on the spot and they through all re-try process till they get best result, must be focus on context where all KaSHa should touch them personally then solve each problem based on individual. The master class concept must train all student very hard, harder is better where the student give their best effort to find good result in their self in a day, in a class. So it is not kind of boring class but it must be a really training system that they have ever found in their whole life classes. This training system will teach them how hard and how strong entrepreneur must be. This is big project, where I should coordinate and deliberate fully with KE Team include KaSha. Maybe there must only one class a week and preparation of the class should be a whole day in a week. The KasHa must be train how to teach right and to give all experience in their class, that is why I called this system master class because it will be a master class who will emerge a master after class, create a master KasHa during process to prepare, and will be a master of class ever in each topic that never they found in other classes. I should back to Bengkulu, and I have to realize to have this class in reality. I am trying to put a masterpiece in every class. So, Kelas Entrepreneur will be master of entrepreneurship education. Bismillah. Dear God,
Thank you for being here, as always. My mother has gotten her second chemotherapy. Somehow, she is getting better. Just this morning, she decided to cut all her hair. Without any hair, she feels more comfortable. By now I know, my mother is kind of stronger person. I guess his power and new energy comes and related to our new baby born, my nephew, Syakhi. In the moment when my older sister bears a child, my mother was crying so many times, and after that day, I feel there is something different with her. She is getting stronger. After chemotherapy, i do really admit, she feels pain. So much. She told me that sometime, quite often, she feels the body like getting pulled by many people. The morphine could not cover this pain. What do I like is she could express her grateful and believe with god’s faith to face this pain. What Can I do is just touching his body smoothly and give she a kiss and spirit. I just want to express how do I love her, and we could through all this matter together. I think is working. I have never hear she expressed the complaint like before. We will fight as lover. God, I do really enjoy my time. Currently, I have been stayed here in Jakarta for three weeks. There are 3 more weeks to go. What do I feel is I do really enjoy my time here. First, I will take care my mom, totally. I wake up at 5 am then get my subuh. After that, I and my father will hand on hand to look after my mom. My father makes healthy juice, I will tidy up the stuff, cleaning the clothes. In addition, my father will make a cook in every morning and I will control all injection and medicine for my mom. What do I really enjoy also is my time, spending all day with book, writing and control the Kelas Entrepreneur Instagram. This life is so great. Frankly, I will fell disturbed when my colleagues in my office (shipping company where do I work) bothered me with a working life question. I am totally okay with them personally and tend happy as close friends, but I don’t like they as a colleagues who bring me working stuff. That’s all. In other hand, I will excited to contact and talk to Kelas Entrepreneur team. I even make a routine schedule to chat them one by one. To get more information and to make sure they are okay. It is feels like I enjoy the excitement to talk and making a movement even thought I am far away from there, they looks so close in my mind. Furthermore, since these three weeks, I come to three different events and all about Kelas Entrepreneur mission. The works and offering collaboration is coming from many sides. It make me believe and more confidence this movement is about to be professional social business. And again, I feel so blessed to meet Kelas Entrepreneur team; we are going to make bigger impact. God, if I may ask and request, I would like to enjoy my full time to do like this, to be person who bring good movement more than this, to help other much more than this, to have team more than this. I am about to ready to be like this, to be full time as Kelas Entrepreneur team. I hope that day will be not long time to come. God, I can feel the time is not long time anymore. I can feel it. I have to quit and be full time entrepreneur to feel the up and down journey as entrepreneur. I hope I am ready, I wish you could show me again the right path to go and the right time to decide. God, this November, please be my guidance buddies as always. God, please tell me the time. Kota Bambu Selatan, Jakarta Barat. |
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