I am losing my way. I don't know where to go, and i got depress of my own decision.
I have just known that i have an ego that i can’t recognise before. The ego of going back to prestige hotel. Here is the explanation, where did the ego came from. Worked for Reddoorz frankly put me on the lowest level of my own definition working environment. The client is different. They are form middle end society. They are not from company, they are mostly as personal account that need low budget hotel. These kind of client, make me feel that, i deserve to have better work that can be seen “cool” from every people. I though people think different about me, they saw me as low budget marketer, in the lowest level. This is totally wrong. They don’t. I trapped in my own expectation. Then, because of that reason, i applied for Mercure Hotel, 4 stars hotel in Bengkulu. This chain hotel is belong to Accor Group. New hotel and the most luxury hotel in town. France is the origin of this brand. I accepted. Guess what? I only stayed there for 15 days. I was too arrogant. All of my surrounded friend and family told me that i would not be fit for hotel anymore. But that alert came as just warn for me. I didn’t take it into account at all. Only about 5 or six day, i did a negligence, i lost STNK of hotel rent car. It slapped me on my face directly. All of my family and friend word recalled to my mind suddenly. I got a serious warn from hotel management, and shortly i demoted from my previous contract and became a daily worker. In other hand, for about 2 weeks past, i have no time for entjou. Literally, i put my all time for this Hotel. I felt guilty, really-really guilty. Because of this case, i need more time to decide. Is it correct decision for going back to be a full time worker? Is it wrong to choose the carrier in Hotel? My heart answer “yes” for the second question. Fortunately, in the same time, Entjou was announced as a team that selected as socialpreneur which will incubated in Soprema incubation program. Means, Entjou need to go to Yogyakarta. Dina, the one who registered Entjou for that event said that, she prefer me to go than her. I don’t know how to explain, but i said “yes, and i will resign for my fourth job”. There were fears, a lot, and there was great feeling that i can pass from working trap. I am going to yogya, in my lowest condition. Again, in the circumstance that i don’t know where to begin, and arguing of anything. Will i need to looking for another job after program in Yogyakarta? Or should i fight seriously for our Entjou? Let’s we see.
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I am Indonesian. My name is Diogi. So interest with business and entrepreneurship. I am creating Social Business to find the best method to teach entrepreneurship and help people to meet their potential for facing future. Like traveling and writing. Archives
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