Dear God,
Good Morning… I have just finished work out, as we got public holiday due to election day, I have enough time to do all workout rotundity this morning. I request YOU many and more other election day if I may ask. As YOU know that now I am running a movement called Kelas Entrepreneur while working. It is just start from last week the feeling of inconvenience has been appeared again. It was like what I felt when I was working in Hotel. I can say that it is because of the working situation is quite hectic. I guess the most inconvenience time was when I got called in the night (not working hour) nearly in the sleeping time schedule. The call asked me to send some email. The rejection is cannot be control for minutes even I threw my cell phone away from me. It needs to take 5-10 minute to reduce the emotion. It happened last night. I consider, it was because of the concept “that I don’t like my time be bothered by other direction”. Positively, I think is as a test for me to train my Emotional Quotient. I think I can handle these things. And I decided to not stay longer than 2 year in this process (read : company). God, what do I like from this process is I always can give back response from this situation. I can make it as motivation to do greater in Kelas Entrepreneur. So because of that problem I have bigger motivation to make Kelas Entrepreneur as social business. So, when it ready I can have full time concern to do what I do really love. Okay, let we talk about Entrepreneur Learning System. This word have just find this morning while I do jogging. As you Know GOD, we can handle 2 kind of class currently. These classes make me very happy because it is like improvement for me, my dream is one step closer. Even though the totally participant in this both class only 23 person but it was a big deal for me. I do really thanks as well that you give me team now who do believe with my vision to share the entrepreneurship education to many people. But, right now, I am stuck with the idea to evaluate and measure the participant movement. I got already formula to evaluate daily report of Kelas Entrepreneur under 30. The team also agree with that formula. we decided to do evaluation of student daily report per 5 days while we control their movement by Business Model Canvas homework. They should do daily activity to fulfill their work and task in BMC concept. It can make their own learning system, that I tell you above “Entrepreneur learning system”. Somehow, it will become a culture for learning concept in Kelas Entrepreneur where the participant can learn and doing their own learning daily activity, the KE team we call KaSha (Kawan Sharing/ sharing counterpart) could evaluate and measure their movement by the format of evaluation. It is quite easy to handle. The problem is I have no idea yet how to make evaluation system for Kelas Usaha Mikro. We are using the concept of “8 Entrepreneur integrity” from Robert Kiyosaki book. This concept is bit same with BMC but I measure as an advance concept to scale up the business. In other word, this concept is made for micro business level to turn into a big corporation. I can imagine this process will be very long and tired, but we should take this because there is no short cut to run business. Furthermore, the problem is I have to think about the measurement point, the achievement concept that participant should achieve from each point in the 8 entrepreneur integrity concept. I quested to my team by whatssap group conversation, but they found it difficult as well to make a measurement and arrange the evaluation concept. So, I decide to implement in my own life first, Kelas Entrepreneur as an object. I will start with the 3 initial point in that Integrity concept. The 3 points are “MISSION, LEADERSHIP, TEAM”. We succeed to make all participant create good and clear mission. But I have no idea how could they train their self with leadership and team. Actually, for the leadership skill I am thinking about to choose four quotient theories that must be belong to all entrepreneur, EQ, IQ, SQ, and PQ. These four quotients must be train to be a good entrepreneur. For the EQ side, how could they wake up in the morning, entrepreneur must wake up in the morning to set up goal, how could they count their temperament and handle it, how could they evaluate the goodness and the badness of their own attitude per day. For the IQ measurement, they should find the best resources to learn specific insight that they running now, such as reading a book, watching video, or finding articles or having conversation with their friend who related to increase their understanding of their business field). For the SQ, they should recognize of God presence, it is really depends on every participant believe of GOD. If they are Muslim they should be honest with their self how could they do worship. For the PQ, I will let their doing 1 hour exercise a week based on their own most convenience kind of workout. And before I tell them, I should doing that all with myself first. And GOD, what about the “TEAM” point? I even cannot handle my team yet. Sometime I feel so motivated to do sharing system making with them, but many times I felt I was so lonely no one can understand me well. As I watched Steve Job interview, he said that the significant process of Steve Job lead their team is sharing the idea. Apple culture is they have 3 hours sharing session in a week to talk about any business that they facing. Then, Steve gives big chance to let team make a decision. The problem is how could I make the measurement of this? Should I make an evaluation report special for sharing season with the team, such as report content date, topic, hours and signatures? People tend to lazy make a report I know, is there any concept? To make their record their movement but make them fun? The most important thing is I would like to know every business team, they should make list of name their team and their job desk. They have to share their mission with them, again and again. I know that, I should learn and read about building team and make a format to every report that they should but again in fun ways. So for now, I have to create logic concept to make this system reachable for every participant. Firstly, I will create this system for myself then implement to my own first, I have 4 days left to prove that everyone is able to do the same. Secondly, I have to evalaue and make really fun concept to do this by my own experience. Thirdly, we will inform to everyone in the class this Saturday about they should do what I have done in this 3 point. Fourthly, they will start to run their Entrepreneur learning system then let us evaluate per 5 days. Okay thank you for this romantic thinking process. I have to go back and write down every step that I should take to implement this huge program. And I will tell the team as well, hope their agree. Wish me Luck GOD. Thank you for today. 27 June 2018 UNIB Lake after work out, Bengkulu. 11.39 wib.
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Dear God,
Entah mengapa dalam beberapa waktu ini, aku merasa bahwa aku benar-benar sendiri. Berkata ini adalah efek dari kehebohan lebaran dimana semua kehangatan dan keramaian bermuara akanya tidak terlalu bijak. Ini bukan perkara kesepian belaka. Aku merasa bahwa aku tidak bisa mengontrol semuanya. Terlebih untuk Kelas Entrepreneur saat ini, begitu banyak ide dan pekerjaan yang harus dilakukan tapi aku merasa bahwa aku sekarang jalan ditempat, tidak ada pergerakan. Pada titik seperti ini, aku merasa Kelas Entrepreneur terlalu besar untuk aku gapai. Pada titik ini, aku terfikir ratusan masalah yang harus diselesaikan dan aku tidak mampu menjalankanya. Terlebih untuk Kelas Usaha Mikro, yang setiap pesertanya merupakan orang yang sudah memiliki usaha. Aku tidak percaya diri untuk mengolah nya. Dipertemuan pertama, Aku memutuskan untuk memberikan materi tentang 7 kecerdasan manusia dan 8 integritas entrerpreneur. Entah seperti apa menjelaskanya, aku ibarat anak kecil yang harus tampil dipanggung dengan perut terlilit karena gugup. Mesikipun banyak teori dan cerita yang aku ketahui tentang 8 poin tersebut, aku tidak tahu harus mulai dari mana. Maybe I get lost and i have to return. Malam tadi aku baru berfikir, “Kegugupan“ ini bermuara dikarenakan aku belum memiliki 8 integritas itu dan aku juga membutuhkan 8 integritas entrepreneur tersebut. Aku harus melaluinya sebelum orang lain melakukan nya. Kelas Entrepreneur harus melakukanya terlebih dahulu. Dan membagikan dengan orang melalui bukti. Mission, Leadership dan Team. Aku harus memikirkan hal ini juga untuk Kelas Entrepreneur. Ketiga hal yang masih sangat lemah di KE. Ketiga hal ini sangat dibutuhkan oleh KE. Mission sudah ditentukan dan bagaiaman cara membagikanya, menyampiakan nya kepada seluruh tim? Leadership, entah seprti apa aku merasa benar-benar jauh dari kata leader yang baik, bahkan memimpin 3 orang tim saja aku merasa sangat berat. Team- kami memiliki team, mereka orang hebat, bahkan mereka siap memberikan banyak hal untuk KE, aku yakin, tapi aku bingung, bagaimana harus memulai nya. People may think i am doing good now, but deeply i am doing confuse. Aku bertekad, mulai pagi ini, aku ingin mencoba merunutkan apa saja yang aku harus rubah dalam ketiga poin tersebut. Karena aku yakin, kebingan harus dilawan dengan teknik merunutkan dari awal. Dan menyelesaikanya dengan teratur. Mari mulai berproses, karena stelah aku pikir, program kelas entrerpeneur dibuat bukan saja untuk orang yang ingin belajar bisnis dan entrepreneurship, tapi hal terpenting adalah bagaimana materi dan sitem yang akan kami buat, bekerja dengan baik untuk sistem perubahan di diri kami masing-masing dan untuk Kelas Entrepreneur itu sendiri. Seperti yang sudah –sudah, aku harus memulainya terlebih dahulu. Testing sistem dengan diriku sendiri terdengar lebih bijak. Dear God, Mohon tunjukan jalan yang benar. Bismilah.... Amin.... 26 june 2018 DIogi’s Little home, Bengkulu Dear God,
Masih ingat ketika kita berbicara terakhr dibawah pohon besar didalam kampus? Ketika aku sudah satu tahun lebih bekerja di perusahaan jaringan dan mempertanyakan”untuk apa aku ini dihidupkan”. Tidak terasa ini sudah hampir dari dua tahun, aku selalu mengingat momen itu. Kau mungkin tahu bahwa aku adalah anak yang dulu selalu mengutuk diriku sendiri, ketika saat itu aku tidak pernah merasa memiliki bakat. Aku merasa begitu umum, seperti halte atau parkiran pasar tradisional. Berguna untuk siapapun namun tidak begitu spesial. Setelah Kau menunjukan jalan di 2 Oktober 2016, aku menuliskan “iham” itu disecarik kertas yang aku laminating dan tempel didinding kamar. Mungkin bagi orang yang membaca ,aku terlalu bermimpi banyak. Tapi aku tidak pernah ragu (aku tidak tahu ini kelemahan atau kelebihan ku), karena aku merasa itu sebuah hidayah yang KAU tunjukan padaku untuk masa depanku. Kau bilang Aku harus fokus pada bidang yang aku sukai, setelah saat itu,aku selalu jatuh cinta dengan konsep entrepreneurship. Aku masih ingat ketika aku memutuskan untuk harus mendapatkan beasiswa dan sekolah lagi di jurusan khusus pendidikan Entreprenerurship. Aku mulai kursus bahasa inggris desember 2016-February 2017. Aku bahkankehilangan motor ku ditempat kursus itu, rugi lah aku belasan juta dibuat nya, mungkin 20 juta bisa jadi. Tapi aku tidak pernah menyesal, karena bagiku kursus adalah investasi, demi mendapatkan nilai IELST tinggi dan memperlancar beasiswa. Kau sangat baik aku tahu, Kau izinkan aku mendapatkan LOA (meskipun masih conditional)dari kampus Inggris yang aku impikan. Kau buat aku mendapatkan skor 6.5 di IELTS, kemapuan ku dalam bahasa inggrispun meningkat dengan baik,kau permudah aku diproses pengumpulan berkas, kau buat aku sangat dekat dengan mimpi mendapatkan beasiswa, aku berharap, sangat berharap, sehingga aku lupa bahwa aku harapan itu akhirnya menjadi sebuah ambisi yang begitu liar, niatku menjadi berubah. Kau tahu, karena beasiwa itu Aku terfikir untuk membuat sebuah pergerakan untuk menunjang Beasiwaku. Membuat sebuah program pemberdayaan pedagang yang ingin menjadi Entrepreneur. Dari Agustus 2017- November 2017 mungkin lebih dari 30 orang yang seara intens berdikusi tentang bisnis dan membagikan ilmu Entrepreneurship yang aku punya. Tapi seperti yang Kau juga tahu, bahwa itu akhirnya menjadi ambisi liar ku berikutnya. Aku terlalu berfokus pada hasil yang akan aku dapatkan, Aku melupakan niat awal dan seberapa besar potensi ini untuk membantu orang lain. Meskipun begitu, aku bersyukur sekali, kau mempertmukan aku dengan teman yang bisa aku andalkan, namanya Dina, Kau juga tahu itukan. Dina adalah orang pertama yang percaya dengan misi ku. Aku menamakan pergerkan ini Kelas Entrepreneur dan dia mempercayai nya. Pergerakan ini berdua menampakan semnagat yang lebih besar, namun saat itu aku masih tertutupi dengan ambisi beasiswaku, yang aku pikirkan Pergerakan ini akan jadi saksi nyata dan poin besar dalam beasiswaku nanti. Aku yakin dina tidak mengetahui hal itu. Kau memang sempurna, rencana mu memang sempurna. Ketika Februari tahun ini 2018, setelah aku berjuang 2 tahun lebih untuk mendapatkan Beasiwa untuk belajar Entrepreneurship, Aku mendapatkan bahwa aku belum diterima di Beasiswa. Kegegalan ini yang ketiga kalinya dalam proses mendapatkan beasiwa. Aku bersyukur akan kegagalan beasiswa itu, sehingga akau menyadari bahwa aku harus kembali. Ambisi dari sebuah mimpi yang semakin liar membuat aku lupa tujuan ku yang sebenarnya. It is all not about scholarship or achievement, it all about movement and all empowerment that I can create in my future life. When I decided to chase any opportunity in scholarship, I forgot to think that the scholarship and master degree is only supporting point. I would like to create a business education system, what should I do now is focus on the movement. And all material that I need is already here, in my surround and in my mind within myself as well. So here you go, I will be concerned by all system that I can create. Dear God, Thank you for remind me about this writing skill. By now day, I will write all my problem and crazy idea in this journal, so I can find the perfect solution by training of my intrapersonal intelligence and YOU as my companion. Thank you 20 and 27 June 2018 Diogi’s Village home, North of Bengkulu and UNIB Lake, Bengkulu City |
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