God, it is only five days left.
I am excited to be the full time rangers who will fight for better entrepreneur education sharing system. This time is made for this reason. Frankly, last week i was bit depress with all commercial target that we have been decided. The target is to have 40 people in first batch means 10 student in each class. As you know we will have 4 category in tour class service. We talk to each other that how cool our class will be, how perfect we prepare and how serious we will make the class become awesome yet this is not truly that i want to. It is burden me. Everyday, i would check the registration form and will upset if there was no new name who submitted that form. Than there would be big question mark in my head “is this class good enough? Will anyone interest with this program? How if is this plan is not working? How if we cannot make a money for this?”, it make my heart uncomfortable. I though something went wrong. I lost my real mission. It was quite harmful for our social business movement. How could I was thinking about the target and money while our business core is education? I got lost and I just realized. It is because we have been busy since last month to prepare about our commercial class. It trapped us to all number and amount. It is not what we are coming for. So here I go God, I am writing this word to remind myself that we are creating Entjou for very significant purpose, to help other, to help them to share what we know about entrepreneurship education, to give them service first, to build Bengkulu by their educated people, to creating the welfare by strengthened local economic, to empower people and let them empower others, to campaign people that everyone is allowed to dream big and achieve it. We will share entrepreneur spirit to Bengkulu people and the rest of the world. Insya Allah. Should we change this life mission with money and number? Nope, it is beyond money, this mission is priceless. Now, I have no burden. I told to Entjou team that we have to focus in service, helping people. Then, I believe that money and all world stuff needed will be arranged by YOU, my Allah. For make it clear, I am writing 4 service values that we will use in Entjou, the values are as follows:
These four service values must be delivered to all rangers in Entjou and all Anak Kelas that will join this program. God, help me to show the way to implement these service values to make us learn how to be care sincerely. The biggest job of mine is I have to be passionate with service and care, not as a trick but as a part of my self. I am ready. I want to gain may “care” to my surround. Actually, there is still worry within myself, I cannot deny it yet it is unreasonable worry. In my perception, this anxiety is because I will step on my feet to the new area, a business that we control by ourselves, not as employee but as engine. That’s all. God, I could overcome this feeling by calling the excitement feeling of this project ahead. I will think about go to school and running dare to dream class program, teaching in our class, reading many books and journals, learning more sunnah tenet , testing my leadership skill, it will be amazing. God, It just take it 5 days left to entering our journey in Entjou, please promise me, however great and however bad circumstance that will I face, please let me put YOU as priority. I am nothing without YOU. I cannot wait.
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Dear God, You are so kind. I have been blessed. I am grateful for yesterday. I have sent my resignation letter to my office HRD, it was one of my precious moment. I will quit from this company, i will no longer living other people business mission. I will live my own business mission. Again, i am so grateful. Last week, i went to village home. I set up time to talk to my father and tell him about my resignation plan. Over the expectation, he support me a lot. I just need to talk him about my really reason. Then, he tell me about his belief with my vision. I said to him, it is about the golden moment that i need to start my business journey or other people will start it first. He agreed and motivate me to do so. Furthermore, i discussed to my older sister also about my plan to quit from the current job. She also agree. She asked about the opportunity that i can chase in my social business, can i feed my self with that social business? I said yes, and i just need time to do real action and prove then she said, go ahead, we will support you. So, yesterday i pushed my self to talk to the owner of my current job. In the day before yesterday, i already sent him a text to have his time to talk seriously. He spent his time to listen to me yesterday before lunch. I guess he knew already my purpose to ask his time. So, i just continued my topic. I said sorry first to talk and asking his time, then i explain to the right point that revealed i cannot stay much longer than this month to help him in his company. I said that i will start my own journey as entrepreneur in my own business social, i will do what he expected that his employee to quit to become an entrepreneur. He nodded and his air face his suddenly change positively. He was happy to hear my reasons. He though that i will quit due to move to work to other company. He said he will not allow me if i have that reason to quit.But, i am not. Really, i have never thinking about working to other company to quit. I would like to start my own journey as social entrepreneur. After listen to my reason clearly, he started to motivate me. He gave several business tips and show me some wise reason. I was really happy to listen to. Moreover, He said that he will give me time to discuss about anything to solve my own business problem when i will run my own business. It is such a nice offering. He said also that he bit upset about my decision, but he can do nothing if my consideration is bold already. He give me support to do so. My deal with the owner is i will stay till 30 March and i will looking for potential candidate to replace my current position, train him before i leave. I got his agreement. Then, i talked to HRD manager and his staff to give my resignation letter. I explained like i did to my owner. Everything was pretty clear. I tried to choose my best world to express my purpose. They got agree and i feel so blessed. Now, Everything is clear, need about 2 hours to feel the sensation of joy. I cant believe this is the right time for me. The feeling was so satisfying. I am about to live my own life mission. Do i worry? I guess yes but very little, most of all is the excitement. God, This is one of the best gift that i receive from you. You again and again show me the right path to step to. I can feel everyday is will be perfect journey to fight to. So please, i asked you more guidance to always choose the right decision and always talk the right words. Tomorrow, life will be different . It will be no longer space to fear about comfort zone. They will be full of space to doing what i like most and to help people. I do really ready for that, to enter my opened gate of the future, i hope could come closer as appropriate creature from your sight. I am doing happy, thank you. God,
I am at home now while watching apow (his real name is syakhi, my nephew) sleeping. I am at home in village. A whole day we been busy at kitchen, made pizza, donuts and bread. One of favorite is when we can cook what we want to eat. The togetherness is priceless. Dear God, We have class on yesterday. I handled one Anak Kelas. I acted as KaSha at that time. It always my favorite time to listen to them and share anything that possible to share. I found one of our anak kelas has his problem with his vision. He is still studying in third years of university. He is one of our Under 30 journey student. He already passed about 4 materials in Batch 3. He discussed about his loved field and activity, ikigai , role model and goals. I do really happy because of his movement. He already have his target and achievement plans. But, i think is still not enough for him. There is something that we miss. I was thinking what was wrong, what should we put in concern while i was driving my bike to head to village yesterday. Than, God you show me the idea. After the class, we ended up with homework to let him to think about his target after he graduate from the university. It mean on 2020, we will graduated from university. I asked him, what will he do after graduate? He told me about 3 options. At that point, i knew, his target is still not clear and bold yet. It cause his movement is not really fast. He still confuse. He still need to decide. I also found that, there must be a really intensive care and accompany. Anak kelas movement must be control in every single day to show that we are with them , really care about his journey to achieve they dream. I am thinking that. Henceforth, on 1st April 2019, i will start to control their really movement. To check, their deadline and giving comment in case needed. Again, just to show and let them feel that they have their partner, their family who can be talk to, who can be count on to, who can share to. But it must be clear that, there will be no feeling that we force them, vice versa we are care with them. I think, for student and newbie journey participant must be asked in the beginning of the program, what is their plan after graduate form school. Then, in the class we will try to test that plan, make a correlation of they dream with our well prepared curricular than we will help make daily goals related to achieve their plan. Once, the plan will be admitted as not really suitable for them, we will re arrange the program and replace with better one. The other thing that essential for this education entrepreneurship is the way we train our KaSha. Now, we make better curriculum arrangement. This must be delivered to all KaSha clearly. Okay, all this writing ideas is need to be implement. I have to take a note to my enjou and share to KaSha. We better to need action. God, thank you. I will write down this all ideas first. Dear God,
I have plan to resign from my current job in this end of march. I would like to make it serious of my own business. I would like to give my full time to build a school. Actually, it is all about the moment. The right time for the right decision. We plan to open commercial class in the beginning of April. We have arrange everything to be ready in the next month. Tasks have shared and we are doing our deadline till today. I have told to my close circle that i will resign when i think everything is ready. The term or readiness is not all about income and stability, but it is about heart decision. It is enough for me that when i can see where this journey will start and when this start up ready to be run. It is more about preparation, i do believe that what do we have now is enough to fight foR the future, to run our mission and to make us survive. Let we compared with 2 years ago, where do i run Kelas Entrepreneur movement all alone, no one join as a team. Nowadays, we have 8 rangers who already put their soul within this team. We are creating material, creating the website system, change the logo and tagline, finding a teaching method, discover the knowledge sharing program, finding the approaching system one for one and creating value preposition, etc. We have a partner who have willing to share his building to us to make real class. Above all, the truth is this all kind of work must be execute soon or other people with take it and run it seriously. Finding good time is what i am doing now. I am okay with my work, do really comfortable. But, i need space to grow. To living my dream and find the real me. The most important things is, we have really clear target market by segmenting them into four group. The fact is, this 4 groups need help. The student need to prepared about their life after graduation in senior high school, the youth need a friend who ask them to find their life mission, the newbie must be shown the way to choose correct business opportunity, the micro enterprises must be guided the way to scale up the business. They are plenty people with myriad problem. By now, no one education system who take care seriously of this issue. We spend two years to create a system to solve this problem. Currently, even though is till far from the perfection, we a re creating the model, and about to ready to run. Should we wait for helping the people? I am waiting this moment since 5 years ago, then the time is coming. I cannot deny the fear is everywhere, but not that much. Mostly the anxiety factor is about insecurity. I have not much earned money. Since, graduated from university, I work professionally. As can I remember, I have never touch the bottom ground of having nothing in financial. The monthly salary has been made me so safe. My parent also is always asking for help once I need. For all current worry, I am ready to tackle this. About my preparation, I have some money to survive. It is enough to survive about 3 month. I already make financial survive planning. I just need two million IDR to survive in a month. I also could imagine how I use my full time life after resign. This week I just need to talk with my ayah and my siblings about this plan. I am asking their agreement and their back up once I need. I think this journey will be awesome, sweet and tear. I am ready, InsyaAllah. If everything is clear, next week I will release my resignation letter to HRD, talk to the owner and asking them to let me join until the end of this month. Then can quit on the first of April. It will count as one year experience in shipping field. God, I am asking for support. Please let me ensure everything in detail, I hope this is my golden time that you prepared for me. See you in my prayer. SSF Office, |
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I am Indonesian. My name is Diogi. So interest with business and entrepreneurship. I am creating Social Business to find the best method to teach entrepreneurship and help people to meet their potential for facing future. Like traveling and writing. Archives
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