Dear God…
I have just found term of “Dzolim” this week, found it as literally term. I just feel it fit with me now. Do I dzolim with myself and other people else now? . I think I am, I do believe I am. I am working now, working as full employee in other people company , I am helping other people live his dream. But, I have my own dream. You know how it is fell?. Teribble. I am like a zombie, doing these doing those, living in a drama, trying to control the emotional pressure, making a relation of client that I have never mean to be made, chasing the time making a deadline, tricking the time to do KE task in rest of the time everyday. After that this morning the one who responsible of every path of this company telling my “job” is worst and warn in group to change the position of mine. Perfect, the drama is perfect…! One of the best results that I got is, I don’t want to be like him the one who we called “boss” in this company. I learn a lot from him; learn to do not like he did. God… When the exactly time that I have quit, to live in my own dream, to realize my mission, to be the full employee in my own company. I know, I am not that scare but I admit I am not that dare. I am trapped; I have been locked in my own situation that called “comfort”. As worker, I am dying now. I just feel that I am scare of not having monthly salary. Who will pay my bill, who will pay for our team meeting Dinner. But God, You surely know what I feel. I am doing Dzolim for myself, I am doing something that I do not really like, I force myself to love this things but I can’t. Then it effect to my work quality. I am working like zombie. Then, I dzolim also to this company which hire me as professional. They pay me, give me money but I can show my sincere work. So here I go, please give me advice. I will quit in the end of December, I will quit in the end of this year. I will give my full effort to be good worker in remain, then I will tighten my wallet and my expenses to earn money. I have to collect 10,000,000 in these five months. I have to. My working hours is 08.00-17.30 in week day, and 08.00-12.00 on Saturday. I will send report to this company at 08.00 at 17.00 in every day. I will. But, I will not doing any longer task that I decided not as mine. I will not. After working hours I will do all things before sleep and when I woke up (before go to work), I will dedicate myself for Kelas Entrepreneur and making my Kelas Entrepreneur deadline. So I will make really complete strategy, control the cost, earn money, doing the best thing that I can do in Kelas Entrepreneur. I have to fix my relation to you As well in this 5 month. I have to escape, longer I stay in this company means will be longer people wait for our action. I know I am not belongs to this company, I don’t want be dzalim wto myself and to my owner. Okay fix, let make complete strategy for 31 December 2018.
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Dear God,
Happy Friday…! It is quite been long time not to talk to You. I have been faced quite busy day. Maybe You know already the information that we got for Ibuk health condition. We need to go to Jakarta, to check and ensure no more cancer cell left event one. I know this is another surprise from You. Then, we will accept it wisely. I do believe we could through perfectly by your guidance. Btw, I feel like, I should know Your way closer and thank you for sending me the perfect friend in this current great time. I am falling in love with the way You show me the direction in this last 1 year. I wish You still there watch me and direct me as all the time. God, I am thinking about Kelas Entrepreneur more serious over the day. It is fells like I couldn’t be separated even for one day. Maybe this is like other people called life within our passion and my IKIGAI. Today, the other idea has just come, so I think better if I write it down to record it perfectly. This current idea is about KaSha system in Kelas Entrepreneur. I am thinking to make great education system for the KaSha. KaSha is Kawan Sharing or we could call Entrepreneur adviser. I am thinking to make another “me” in Kelas Entrepreneur. Another “me” who will help participant to find their potential using the Entrepreneur journal. But who are they? I do believe that the knowledge must standardize. So, I am thinking to make special training for KaSha to give their basic insight and sop as entrepreneur adviser. The insight should be basic knowledge in management field, religion aspect, and entrepreneur success story. They must be taught the way to listen participant obstacle, the tricks to give an advice, the way to put the creative idea. All significant must be trained. When Kelas Entrepreneur has good quality KaSha, so many people will be helped. Bigger Impact. I think I should recruit university student, especially from management student. Who are talented, smart, having great mission to help other and would like to learn new things. The student will learn from real life form experienced entrepreneur (read: micro enterprises). We will need more people to join as KaSha, I believe we need them. Right Now, we are having 5 people as KasHa, include me. But, it is not really running smoothly like I think. Even, I do believe that they not really understand why KaSha system should be created. I need to emphasize that KaSha will be our value preposition. They will be many people become Kasha, become Entrepreneur adviser. Who will touch one by one to all participants. Who will help personally come in to their participant life. When this Kelas Entrepreneur becomes real start up this KaSha will be a great teacher in video who will spread their own experience of guiding people in micro and small enterprises. By now, I should think, how could I make the education not only for participant but also for KaSha. I do understand it is not an easy things, to train a trainer, to advice the adviser, to create the another “me” which is “me” skill and knowledge itself must improve also. Please show me the way. So, it will be perfect when the school of entrepreneur appear with numerous entrepreneur adviser ready to help as mentor, friends, problem solver and value agent from Kelas Entrepreneur. I am ready to make it happen, please guide me to the right path. Firstly, I will make brochure of recruiting kasha first. Then, Talk to the team, we spread to university management student and make the great educator team of entrepreneurship. I should put this action into Kelas Entrepreneur time table. God, thank you. South of Jakarta, 10 August 2018 Dear God….Good Morning….!
I know Everyone live with their habits. So do i. Bad and good one. I just curious, is it possible to break the bad habit with creating the better one? I know is possible. But I can find in my vision how difficult it will be. Let say that, my bad habits is could not wake up in the early morning to prayer and talk to You Deeply. That one is really bad by now. I often to snooze my alarm and continue to sleep, it become habit, I wake up at 5 (when my alarm ringing) then automatically reach my phone to shut it off. Then another bad habits like go to bed so late, eat less of vegetable, wasting time after isya by seeing unimportant things in Instagram, and so on even I have bad habit that really secret (based on my own vision) that really disturbing for my upgrading system. Can just bad habit habits disappear? Could those bad habits threw away from myself? So here I go, from Kelas Entrepreneur we have an idea to make Entrepreneur journal. It is like agenda where we can find out our bad habits and plan for break it down and change with the new one. This idea is appear to the surface of my mind where I create entrepreneur learning sheet in the second class of kelas Entrepreneur Usaha Mikro. Before I ask the participant of that class fulfill their ELS, I have been tried to do first. And You know? It is working on me, do really. I am creating new habits like, must read a book minimum for 30 minutes per day, have to sholat dhuha everyday, sholat isya and magrib in the mosque, go to bed at 10.30, then many task in Kelas Entrepreneur set up day by day clearly. I do really like when I can see the task in everyday to do list marked with “completed”. Then I will evaluate if many task in a day marked vice versa. The journal will be set up for business man and for public (any occasion). We will use 8 integrity of entrepreneur as entrepreneur journal format. In that journal, we will create really clear direction in every step of task that must be fulfilled by the user. That direction will lead the user to create their own task. Additionally, onece they have their Entrepreneur Journal, the user will have automatically 1 KaSha (Kawan Sharing) to check and control his journal regularly and privately. I am working to complete that journal now. It is not easy to make it perfect, even perfect for everyone. But, I know, I have to do this in my own best version. I do understand, maybe it is not only me, it tens, hundreds or even thousand and million people who feel the same. Where we are in the very “down” position, we would like to change our self to be better version, but we have no idea where should we start. Or we have no dare to open our self, to describe how bad we are, to show to the world our dream. If you are feeling the same, so I know that I am not only person who think like that. I just like to show to other that everyone could be the greatest of their-own version, not replicated, not duplicated. So this journal will be dedicated for everyone who believes that they can find their potential by planning, acting, and execute like entrepreneur do. Hopefully could finish this project by this week. Every good wish will be so appreciated…! God…Please help me to complete this journal entrepreneur smoothly. Hopefully, I could help many people to find their way to your direction. South of Jakarta, August 2018 |
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