Dear God, I was leaving Jakarta for Bengkulu in last Thursday. After 2 months get my day off and look after my mom and father and accompany her in her medical treatment process, I have to leave. I am still tighten as worker in my current job. After asked for 2 weeks additional day off, my mouth could not ask for more. My little brother will replace mine. He is in Jakarta now along with my mom and father. I have just informed that the operation of my mom will be postponed due to my mom physical condition is not proper to do any kind of serious treatment. God, we follow yours as we know YOU are holding the perfect guidance. We will not give up and I know my mom also will not. God, It is feel uncomfortable know. There are enormous of exciting challenge in Kelas Entrepreneur that I would to do, but when I remember my mom and all her circumstance, I feel like a bird which lost their beautiful voices. I don’t know how to face this situation. In deepest of me, I would like to give my energy in KE but my heart and mind lead me to other direction, to you, Mom. I always say that strong heart should control emotion smartly, cannot be too happy, too sad, too down, too serious now I know that it is hard to do. If I could divide and give proper things to proper part of mind, I think it will be easier to me to control this sort of situation. God, I will do my best to send my best wishes to her. I should not put any different cases in the same bucket I know. I just need to do my best as a son and as CEO in Kelas Entrepreneur, and also as employee in my current job. Can I handle this? I am asking you because I know you here, and when you are here, I can handle anything. God, please take my heart, it is totally yours. God, I told everything to all my team in KE. I show them my vision about future. I ask their commitment and will they stay for this dream and I am blessed. Because of you, I could deliver all vision stuff completely. I got that feeling then I could feel theirs as well. Now I know, the power of mission is a huge so powerful. I do remember when Steve Jobs told to Woz his vision about future computer. I know how excited Jack Ma told is 16 partners when they would do Alibaba project. God, hope me as luck as them but with more understand with YOUR tenet. In this one year progress, I found myself that I am lost control. I am wondering to make great social business with great class, but I have never made it serious. I am still hide in my not confidence to monetize this class but do nothing to improve it. I am standing in the same point, not moving. Henceforth, I will lead this this team to walk and run in the same line. Make a great class, I am agree and they agree, maybe there will be few people who cannot see this big vision, maybe they will leave, because they see another clearer path. It may sound rude, but this is the way CLASS A team build. I just need three months preparation to able monetize “masterclass’. I am improving myself, the team should do so. Currently, I will work hard for KE and pray hard for my mom. This KE team and mission, this mom and family condition, should work harder, do action more because it will lead me to one point, help much more people and make my family proud. God, I will work for KE in every night after my working hours in my as employee office. It is not remained hours in my day, it will be my happy hours in every day. God, wish this the great path that I am waiting for years before. God, help me to transforming this future. SSF Office, Bengkulu, 18 Des 2018.
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I am Indonesian. My name is Diogi. So interest with business and entrepreneurship. I am creating Social Business to find the best method to teach entrepreneurship and help people to meet their potential for facing future. Like traveling and writing. Archives
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