Dear God,
Mbak Riri is getting married today. I am not there. It was my promise to accompany her perspective husband when they have their married vow. I wish I was there. I do really remember, on September 14th, 2015. I was sitting in my new desk of my new office as fresh graduate who having fresh job in Hotel Santika Bengkulu. I have received as a sales executive. I have a partner, but she was not there, she was going out to do her job to meet clients outside. Then in the afternoon, a girl with a black suit (with many hand bag contents hotel brochures and bring “OPAK”) suddenly came to the office, shake my hand and introduced herself, “Riri”. She started to mention to everyone that she is my sister. The relation had been made as family. I have a new sister that never born by my mom tummy. To be honest, I need about 3-6 month or even a year to know her very well. She could not get sweat, she put many water inside her mouth after she eats spicy meals, miss of 1000s perfect plan and reason, the son of her sibling, super care with her best best best friend and family, having 8 and more significant requirements to seek perfect man for her perspective husband, can eat 2 or 3 kind of meals in the same time completed with statement “I feel not full yet”, the one with doctor perspective and medicine enthusiast, the daughter who never went to waterfall, never swim in the beach or event swim in the swimming pool, the girls who could many good meals, the one who never stop, the one who never really care with the drama, and the one who always make perfect plan for me. She is getting married today and I am not there. God, I do really worry when she came up with tears, when her strong heart got broken. Not because other people hurt her, but when she feels guilt by hurting other people heart. She does really good and sensitive woman. At that time, I think I never give properly advice because I know nothing about how her feeling by facing her problem, I was giving “kids pretend to be adult” reason, but she try to hear me like I am a wise man. Mbk Riri is getting married this noon and I could not be there. She said to me that she will get married since the end of 2015. I think she will have her dream in 2016, but day turn into week, week turned into month and month turns into year, I just recognized that she was still having many complex measurements to do. He need perfect husband for her perspective kids. It takes time. I said to her “I think is hard to be her perspective husband due to many requirement that must be fulfilled”. She said that “He will have very smart and beautiful and also “PURE” woman, the one who get me will be so lucky. And remember I make cook well”. By that day, I called her Mbk Riri “Perfectresepsionist”. Dear God, I do believe your all Mighty who set up all lines in life. You are the one connect the dots. You are the only One who has awesome answer of every decision. I bit shocked when she said that she found matched man to be her husband. I am asking about the requirement and fantastically she said she forgot all her requirements. She just feels, this man is match for her and her perspective kids. She just knew him in the beginning of this year and all is going till today. His name is Mas Audy, indigenous man from Solo, Java island. I was pretending what is his perfection that Mbak Riri found. After I met her about 2 couple months ago, I just knew that he is right person for her. On first week of May 2018, I started to support Mas Audy to be real husband of her. Dear god, Please give apologize to my Mbak riri. She is one of my real supporters till now. She gives me many opportunities to decide. She is one of my alarm who describe risk and opportunity when I am about to decide something big. She brings me to her family and ate many lunches. She puts me in her family like we had been met since tens year ago. She asked and arranged the wedding since the beginning of this years. She has been practiced sing a wedding song “From this moment” since month ago (based on her confession to me, but I bet it is started earlier maybe two months ago), she is dreaming about today since her child. God, please help me to realize this wish: "I hope Mbak Riri found her excitement and completed all this sacral moment perfectly. Please send tons of happiness, thousands of believes and a grasp of lucky to her and all happy people surround her. Please make her care to me remain the same even she has mas Audy as her husband. And please send my sorry to her because I cannot be in there when she is getting her vow as a wife, I need to look after my mom” God, I am doing okay. I fell so happy while my sad tears come out when I am writing this. I just think that I need to be there but I can’t. I do believe you will send my wishes to her. God, please make Mas Audy always become a perfect man for her, for her mind, heart, soul and future. Jakarta, 09 Nov 2018. Mbk Riri is getting married while I am typing. And I am not there.
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