Dear God,
I have to leave Bengkulu, for about 6 weeks. Thank you for this decision. I have to concern to look after my mom. Do you remember, I asked you to not put me in this sophisticated position? Then you gave the answer with more serious diseased for my mom. My mom get cancer, she along with my father have been living in Jakarta for more than I moth to process her medical treatment process. I have to accompany them because I know both of them need support. I know nothing about healing process system. But one thing I know for sure is I can cheer them up and my existence will make the hope stronger. I wish. I am leaving. I have to move to Jakarta. It was no problem for me. But it is really complicated and emotional decision for Kelas Entrepreneur. I have never think twice for take care my mom but I have burden to leave KE for this such long time which I know now is our really golden time where the idea an opportunity come. It is coming for a time. Actually, this is a serious issue for my life. I have offered resignation letter to my office PT. SSF. I thought that I had to do that because I will take more than moth stay in Jakarta. In my logical thinking, there will be no one who let their employee to have day off more than 12 days. The company will get many disadvantages if they do so. At that time, I was thinking about living in the freedom. There will be a time where I will not thinking about other people business as employee. No more pressure to think about works that I am not really love of. Vice versa the owner named Mr. Lois rejected my resignation letter and allow me to have day off as 6 weeks to take care my mom. In this point I knew he is good one, but in another point of view I know he is trying to trap me and still working in his company. I choose to say thank you for his decision. So, God here i am now. I am typing this journal beside my mom who is taking a rest after taking his medicine and along with my father who is preparing to go to mosque for Maghreb. Just now, the team of Kelas Entrepreneur completed to run class for student as our monthly routine. I don’t know how to sat thanks and grateful. By this position, I knew that I have to improve my willing and power to do Hijrah and know your tenet deeper. Thank You. God, thank you for sending me this great person in my life, the parent, the friend and the team who support me emotionally, materially and physically.one of my priceless words that I have ever hear is come from Dina who never think twice to say yes when I leave KE because of my mom, Mbak Riri advice who let me do the same and all team Nova, Cer, and Zairi who trying hard to handle KE without me surround them. But, I will not just keeping watching the clock. I do believe my mom could recover and I have to put all attention to her while I am keeping improving myself. I will take my father too. And I will control and giving full of my awareness to KE and giving all team and KaSHa space to grow. I will still living as employee to learn more until YOU show me the perfect time quit in the most perfect reason I wish. Jakarta, 20 Oct 2018 In the rent home nearby Dharmais Hospital, Jakarta
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I am Indonesian. My name is Diogi. So interest with business and entrepreneurship. I am creating Social Business to find the best method to teach entrepreneurship and help people to meet their potential for facing future. Like traveling and writing. Archives
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