Dear God,
Hello…Thank you for today, my 24th of 13th July currently. Thank you for being my partner and the best companion. I lost my word but I can feel the huge love have just came to entire body and soul, and I know it come from my ayah and ibuk. I admit that in last previous year, our relationship is much more romantic than before, bolder. When I know, I am crazy enough to pursuing my passionate dream while they are growing not so strong anymore to face real world. Every chance I back to village and see the set of story that I have made at place that we called home, I realize I have not much time to make their proud of me and give them very precious leisure time. My ayah is still working in his little garden and do it all by himself. He wakes up in the early morning to cut his rubber tree and earn money to continue their life. Even though he show in surface that he is proud and happy with his stuff, I bet that he more need to spend leisure time at home and create something cool with his loving hobbies. My Ibu passed one of very difficult circumstance this year, because of her ill. She did operation in her womb 2 month ago. Saw My ibuk in pain is one of the worst thing that I have ever seen. If I may ask to you God, Please don’t give us this situation again. I will do everything f I may request. First wish, please give them long live and let them have opportunity to be around me when I can realize my dream to make them proud. I owe whole world to them, I would like to give whole universe as the return. Today is like other 13 July that I have through. I am still Diogi who know nothing about forecasting the day after tomorrow. I give all dream, mind, body and soul to you. As many as I ask to you to do a, to do b, to z for my life, I put all control and decision on your side. For all beauty that I face and I will meet , it com as such good memory to remember, as the great memory when I could saw one of the most beautiful waterfall in Thailand, having great sunrise time on beach shore, and strolling to new places and learn. I have never better. For all pain and hurting time that I found and I will find, it will make me a real human being who could learn and evaluate from mistake. Whereas, many tear and unseen scars made by that pain, I feel bless because I can find myself closer to know YOU more. The very special wishes in this birthday come to YOU, please be my best buddies everlasting, I beg YOU, don’t ever think to leave me alone. I am such a dust. God, I know that it I will be hard journey for me, the bleeding way are waiting to be through. As I declare to be Father of Entrepreneur and help people find their potential to create better world, I always start my day with bunch of enthusiasm and tons of fear. Sometime the fear beat me down and I sleep with tear. I could not estimate how many obstacles that I will meet. But, what I am happy of is I always find the way to get up and start to run again. I feel you guide me and direct me to right path before I lost. If I may wish for the third, please always give this such power to bear down my fear. I am still Diogi who asking many question and wondering everything. Surround by people who love us is nonstop mercy that you always serve for my day. Wonderful Family, Happy team, great buddies, adorable counterpart make me can explore thousand story from them. I feel grateful when I can find new lesson when I meet new people. I am wondering who will be my partner to face future, my beloved mother of my kids. It just happen about last two week before today, the idea to find great partner have been appeared. For the fourth wish, please close her to me and make my heart believe that I will not choose the wrong one. I just need the one who believe with my dream, and I believe with hers. May all wishes confirmed…! Happy Birth Day Diogi….! Diogi’s Room with bird morning singing Bengkulu, 13 july 2018
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I am Indonesian. My name is Diogi. So interest with business and entrepreneurship. I am creating Social Business to find the best method to teach entrepreneurship and help people to meet their potential for facing future. Like traveling and writing. Archives
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