Dear God,
What a cool Sunday, I woke up this morning by the info that my nephew was born. My family contacted me already, I got 38 missed called. It seem like I was really tired last night because I could not awake even tens called in my phone. God, I feel so blessed because of new member of our family has coming. He is so lovely baby I bet. And God, I haven’t tell you the story that happened to me last two days. Previously, I think that I have good enough of intrapersonal intelligence. I felt that I can find many solutions for my problem by myself. I thought that I can motivate myself when I am down. Unfortunately, it is just me with my own judgment. I am not that good. Let I tell you, in the evening of Friday 29 June 2018, the confusion came to me. It was like I remembered all my mission of life then I compared with all that I have done. The equivalent of this comparison could not be met. My dream is so big and precious, my movement is too slow and could not be count as serious one. At that time, every questions and idea come suddenly to my mind. I feel so weak, my brain worked so rush and my heart could not support at all. I am in the lowest position, demotivated, I was dying. Confused. The problem was the same; I just realize to manage a team is not easy deal. I know many theories of building team but I have no trusted experience to do so. I have many things to think and many plan to execute, but I could not my team work hand to hand with me. I always think it was my team fault, they not sensitive enough while I was too sensitive to ask them do what I am thinking of. i felt like I almost give up, i forgot that’s all my fault. I decided to chat Dina at that time, to ask them, what should I do with my Kelas Entrepreneur team? I asked Dina to give me critics and advise to measure my leadership. Lucky me, Dina tell the truth, hes said that my command is always unclear, I cannot to bold to give them direction, I am to slow so they do slower. i have car crash in my face. So, I know that I have to change. Do you remember Entrepreneur learning sheet that I have created? I am using that worksheet to solve my problem, this worksheet is using by participant in Kelas Entepreneur Usaha Mikro as well. It is already 3 days after my “ideas attacked” problem and for me so helpful to arrange my movement schedule. How good it works? I don’t know. I will tell you after a week about the result yes. Now I have to finish this journal due to fulfill my tomorrow planning and today evaluation. Thank you god for this blessing day…! Sunday, 1 July 2018 Diogi village room
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I am Indonesian. My name is Diogi. So interest with business and entrepreneurship. I am creating Social Business to find the best method to teach entrepreneurship and help people to meet their potential for facing future. Like traveling and writing. Archives
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